Dear Anon
Many thanks for your email.The term feeling hopeless is the feeling of standing still and very much alone. Although you are surrounded by your lovely family when hopelessness engulfs you it feels very isolated and that dark cloud that seems to just follow you around regardless of what you may do in your daily life. Please know that each and every human being have experienced this feeling at some point in their lives. Although not many will admit it as it is still seen to be taboo thankfully their are ways and many people who have no problem saying they have suffered with depression. And have fought the battles of lifetimes and are achieving their sense of peace of mind. Through either medication and learning new life coping techniques.It is extremely difficult to explain how depression effects you to those you love especially when they have never suffered in the way you have. Unfortunately Depression is silent and its not like falling over and cutting your knee you cannot actually see it. There for this makes it even more difficult to explain.
Understanding yourself is the first step as you recover whether through counselling and medication to have someone outside of your family to talk to or to just know that there is someone out there that can empathize every step of the way. You my friend are never alone even in your darkest hour your Gaurdian angels surround you even more now than ever. As you are very important in the greater scheme of life. The Angels ask nothing of you for they want you to receive their love and Healing energy as you now take time to rest and rejuvenate your body and your mind .The first thing they ask is that you make your bed and the room that you sleep in clear of clutter as when feeling low you havent been in the mood to clear your space so perhaps open some windows and maybe get someone to help you. To ask for help is a strength not a weakness. In doing this those you love will be more than happy to assist you as their Angels also will want to help you.These powerful helpers surround you on a constant basis.There is simply nothing for you to fear you deserve divine support and happiness you are protected always. Nothing can penetrate the power of their love as they form a protective barricade around you and those you love.I am sensing also that there is someone in your life that is in Spirit that you need to forgive and let go. There is a mothers presence and i am sensing that she was not there for you as you where growing up.She wants you to know that she has always been with you watching you in everything you do and that her only desire is to see you reach your full potential and fly higher than the stars as you deserve everything that your heart truly desires and more. The Healing that she surrounds you with is simply refreshing in every way and yes she will visit you in your sleep possibly in the next four nights. So pay attention as she will manifest on the astral level and its just for you. You will also feel your self esteem rising she will help you to free yourself of the past so that you can be fully present in this very moment. She loves you more than life itself and she so wants you to be happy. One more thing Stop blaming yourself ,what she did she had no choice she had no support or love in her life to be able to be fully present and be there for you. She was ill for a short time but she is fine and well and is very forceful when she says how she is so proud of you and how you cope as mum something she never could do . She enjoys watching you with your children and one of them is very connected with Spirit .She is such a beautiful woman taken far too young yet shes adamant that you will be well and free of the past.Forever....
I do hope this helps
Love and Light
Fiona x
