I Am Right Here Beside You xxx

Dear anon
Thank you for your email as i was reading it the living light energy of your Angels instantly surrounded me with Healing Blue light .Showing me that you are constantly surrounded by their love and light. Now as i sit i see a males energy with sallow skin and a very broad smile his hair is black and he is keen to talk to me .  . He just keeps saying tell her i love her and always will. He wants you to know that he is now awake in the Spirit world he said his grandad held his hand as the energies put him into the deepest healing sleep.He watched you as you tried so desperately to save him. When someone passes so suddenly the shock is horrendous and the utter terror and panic cannot even be expressed. You did your best please be in the knowledge that he did not suffer. He says you keep asking, "did he know he was to pass"? The answer is no. He hadn't been feeling well and also he tried to ignore the signs that his body was giving him every day for the last twelve months. But he says he was stubborn and didn't think it would happen to him.He keeps saying he is sorry for not listening to you and others when you tried to get him to listen. He knew that his diet was all wrong and yet he did sneak to the chippy. He laughs as he says this he is large as life and full of love for you and your children.
He said you played his two favourite songs at his funeral.One imparticular that is for you and him as a couple. He is so proud of his children in how they made him so proud. He also shows me that you havent gone to bed since he passed and how your son is scared at nightime and how he clings to you on the sofa as the night comes in. He would never scare you he puts so much love around you all but he knows that it will take time.He watches you as you sit on the bed and go over the scene in your mind as you stare at his pillow asking why god took him. Please try and let your family be there for you they mean well and he knows that you also have a stubborn streak thats why you two loved each other and still do. Your life will get better in time but he wants you to allow yourself to grieve. You have been so busy taking care of everyone else and their emotions. Let him help you as he will show you that he is right there beside you always. And he promises to never leave until the day comes when you are old and grey to go to him.He loves you so so much and if he could turn back the hands of time he would.You are safe and Spirit are taking care of you always. He just keeps repeating tell her "Im right here beside her" . May you feel the gentle touch of his love in your heart and soul always .
Many Blessings to you and your family.
Fiona x