Dearest Katie
As i read your email my heart sank as each word jumped out at me i felt your heart breaking pain and loss. To lose anyone we love is heart wrenching but to lose your first born well that strikes a chord with me too. As well as other people i know who have lost a baby to stillbirth you feel like you have failed and in some way you blame yourself . You are not a failure nor are you to blame. The rush of Spirit as they gathered round as i was reading your email they too sensed the urgency to answer your hearts call through this blog,
There are three energies here that are for you and your partner. A man who wants me to call him ted his full name is Edward, he links in to the male side of the family he passed over through pneumonia or a lung related condition. This gentleman wore a soldiers uniform when he was a young chap in fact very young as i feel he may have lied about his age to get into the army. His uniform was Brown and he was in a barracks based in the UK . He looks to be quite old and possibly in his eighties when he passed over . He was in a nursing home in the end and he is laid to rest via cremation. He had left Ireland as a young boy because there was nothing for him here. The lady that is with him is his mother her name is Margaret, but people called her May for short, it is what she holds in her arms that interests me the most as she holds not one but two babies that she urgently wants you to know that these little heavenly souls are to come to you and your partner. The room has suddenly got huge emotion running through it and the excitement is very intense indeed. I feel she is a great grandmother and i know she will be the one to guide these two little men into the world. He is coming back but he aint coming on his own. He wants you to know that you have his little babygrow near where you sleep and they show how you always smell the talc aswell this is his way of connecting with you. He doesnt want you to have a wet pillow anymore and there for he is coming back. You are and will be a great mammy. You placed a teddy bear and a toy car were he rests. They show me the snowdrops and i feel that when the snowdrops come to bloom you my dearest girl will be also blooming with pregnancy. You are so loved and the Angels and your Spirit family will never let you down , know that when you feel like falling over they are the ones holding you up. You will smile and you will repaint a particular room. The kitchen is either a cream or white colour this is where the congregate around you as you dont sit in the other room much at all. Time to bring on the nesting for you Katie may you find peace in knowing that your little Angel is coming back two fold.
Know you are cherished and loved more than you will ever know. I keep seeing tiny footprints and handprints in a frame too.
You will be more than happy come the spring as he returned to his other half to bring him back with him.
I hope these guided words bring you some comfort know they too have bigger plans sometimes we just cannot see.
Many Blessings of Love to you and your partner
With love and light
Fiona xxxx
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