Yes You Can!

Dear Anon
I would like to begin by letting you know that you are not on your own when it comes to believing in oneself. There are many people out there struggling every single day with the same thing. In fact I would agree with you 100% on how others seem to forget where they have come from when times get better for them. Expecting others to admit this to you or themselves ...well I am guessing you already know that answer. They will never admit that they needed help. Why? Because they cannot bear to remember the pain or the hurt now I do not put everyone into this minute category as there are a select few solid grounded people on this earth that believe through sharing their own experiences of life can help others in hard or difficult circumstances. Spirit do not believe in the word (CAN'T) because from there own view point of the spiritual realms everything is possible when you take a good look at the word Impossible it really means I'm Possible...think about it.
You have a mother figure in Spirit that had a very hard old life indeed and yet she comes through here now smiling her name is Brigid. This lady shows me that she too was also gifted with the hand of healing and cures although her younger life was very hard indeed. A lot of abuse in different forms present themselves with her and yes she had several children whom yes she loved but she was told by others that she was unfit as she shows me adoption papers.
This lady did not set out to hurt anyone she knows that she is remembered and that you have two uncles that still sit in the quiet of night and talk to her. She wants them to know she hears them and tries her hardest to heal their hearts. It was only when she passed that she saw exactly what had happened there was nothing she could do. Going back in the early 50s she said they never had a choice she was sent away full of life to return empty and hollow. This stayed with her all her life until she passed in a hospital bed her heart stopped but she saying her heart had stopped from the moment she had to part with her sons. She holds you all very close and there is healing occurring each time someone speaks her name she is right there.
She comes to you this evening to tell you that you can achieve everything your heart desires and more, she wants you to look closely at your friendships and begin to move forward without needing anyone else to push you. You my friend are stronger than you think. Whether you realise this or not she has already set the wheels of your life in motion and you must allow her to show you what is true and what is the real reality within your circle right now. Not everyone may like the fact that you are growing and moving forward does not have to be a struggle the real people in your life will still be right there beside you. She said she heard you muttering how you can't do this and you can't do that...well you definitely have her characteristics for sure as she is just like you stubborn and beautiful inside  and out. She wants you to stop measuring your life with others as this is your own unique journey enjoy it and know that you make her smile ...A lot! Anon there is no such thing as CAN'T!!!! If you need to take a few days to get your head around things that's okay but do not ask for any one's opinions trust your own gut feelings and never be afraid to fly like the eagle she said you weren't born a pigeon (she's laughing) what a lady she is. You will see in the next three weeks how your whole life is going to change s do yourself a favour stop resisting the flow, know that great rivers know there own way to the sea be like the river and go with your flow.
You are blessed to have such strength in Spirit there for you always. Accept the help and leave what you do not want to the side. You will be glad you did.
Love and Blessings
Fiona x

I Am Now Free

I stood by your bed last night; I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear, ...
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many things and memories of me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my hand on you; I smiled and said, "it's me."
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
and say "good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...then come home to me.

With love for you dear Natalie xxx

Your worth it

You know we spend most of our lives trying to prove ourselves we may think we have to or need to but the Soul doesn't need to prove nothing at all. Remembering that the soul has travelled this journey in vessels that we refer to as our body many , many times before. Yet the need to strive and always seem to be moving forward may just not be the real way . Your life comes to you on the tinniest thread of light that you can imagine. This light has the power to bring your soul on its life journey. So go and play, have fun remember, to laugh as hard as you can, know that when we fall over and graze our knees that is life reminding you to feel your feelings. Express your true individuality in every moment and most of all be thankful and accept the falling over as lessons well learned. Grow with love for yourself show each individual you meet a different part of your uniqueness and help there soul to grow. For without each other we are nothing. Even the harsh things in our lives play a unique role. The eyes are the windows of the soul know that to allow tears is to cleanse sometimes its all the Healing one needs.
Remember we need others to help us move along the journey good bad or indifferent we need them. So the next time you fall whether it be of physical or emotional stop and quietly affirm that you are learning and growing. Remember to feed the soul daily , with nourishment of love and life. You are walking a path that you have walked many times before make this one count. Make this one the best ever. You will be so very glad you did. I hope you are forever in this moment of your beautiful life and may the gods bless you with everything your soul desires.
Have fun my friends. Hug someone , Laugh. Your worth every moment.
Love and Blessings
Fiona x

Mammy

Dear (A)
Today I was reading my many ,many emails that I received and as I sat waiting for Spirit to guide me your email opened without me even clicking on it. I am smiling as I know Spirit would never let you down and they have their ways in just showing me signs.
Your message was so strong I began to feel your complete loss. Firstly I want to remind you that you are a wonderful unique human being with a heart the size of a field. I know this as you have had the beautiful experience of Healing from Spirit and I know you know there touch. So I begin with this to lose a child is the hardest thing any parent can go through. Being faced with the unanswered life questions of what did I do? Could I have been the cause? Am I just meant to suffer? these questions are real yet soul destroying and I feel that you need to know that even though your heart may feel like its in the pit of your stomach you my friend are most definitely not a bad person, nor are you here to endure your life. Yes we have all had a part in writing our own blueprints but you are not cursed by any means.
In fact your have been blessed by the Heavens to have two little boys that walk with you every single day of your life. They in fact are the ones that push mammy forward to get out of bed, even though you'd rather die I feel your heart my friend I know and see very clearly whether you realise this or not. You will be pregnant again and your babies will be coming back. If you only knew how very special you are. Your partner see's this the same way Spirit does. You both have been together before too. Twin flames always find there way back home remember that you chose each other. For life's eternity both of you shall walk together. Not many people have this bond so treasure it and more.
Your are to be blessed again.... I have every faith in the lads above now let them do the work. Be kind to yourself be gentle, know you are worth loving. And know that what you placed on a grave was received with thanks. But they stood with you and your partner and I have to say the just love to blow balloons :-) They love their Mammy and Daddy they want to say HELLO
Footballs and Balloons little bows and candles they surround you with the most beautiful light and they have been making quite a bit of noise recently around 9ish at night. Your grandmother likes to play with your lights in the living room and drive your dog nuts aswell. What a huge amount of love you have coming from the Heavens and you both deserve and will be happy.
May you rest easy in the knowledge that Aaron and Jaime are with you.And Marie, Kevin and Noel.
Love as always my friend
Fiona xxx

A Favour for Me

Hi All
I never ask my clients for anything so this post is quite an unusual request. This evening myself and my Spirit gang appeared on www.irishtv.ie It is called Louth Matters. I would be very grateful for your feed back to be sent via email directly to louth@irishtv.ie if you would like to see more of Spirits antics again. As they are very excited indeed as am I. I cannot thank you all enough as for without you all, Spirit would not be heard and its time they had there voice's and messages related to their loved one's.
many many thanks to all who reply
Love and Blessings
Fiona & Spirit X

Tonight On Sky

County matters Thursday the 19th feb 2015
This evening at 6:30 on Sky 191,Freesat 400,Eircoms e visionand online www.irishtv.ie
Louth County Matters chats to Medium Fiona Dennis all about Spirit watch as they jump in at every opportunity they get. Loving the limelight as always. They never stop chatting.
Have a great day to all.
Love and Light
Fiona xxxx

Nothing Is As It Seems

Dear (J)
As I was reading your question I felt the usual push from Spirit to answer you this evening. The thing about families is that there isn't a family out there on the planet that hasn't had some type of trouble or trauma. I wouldn't believe anyone if they told me otherwise. The reason I say this is because of a couple of things I have tuned in for you as an individual. You seem to be always striving to do your best whether being it as yourself, or as a mother or wife , now this is not a bad thing accept when you may find yourself measuring your life in comparison with other members of your family. There may be things that you know nothing about going on in fact I am pretty positive that people in your family have been hiding there own life's hassles for fear of being judged by others.
Nothing at the moment around your family is as it may seem. There is a lot of lie's and drama in the back round that stem from past behaviours of old habits dying quite hard. There is a male who seems to disregard the truth from actual reality. And unfortunately seems to feel if he is not making thousands that his self worth means nothing. This for you is not the case. The need for you to break old chains within the family tree, like cutting back an apple tree in the autumn. We do this so we will reap the harvest of sweet fruit. The phrase we reap what we sow applies here. How can we expect truth and love from others if we are afraid ourselves to admit that we are damaged. In doing this even to sit with oneself and feeling the pain of the fear of loosing everything. You won't lose (J) you my dear will gain more than you realise than ever before. Stop focusing on loss especially around financial areas as the universe tends to give us exactly what we put out there so if its aligned with fear of loss in any area that is exactly what you will get.
When we measure ourselves to others standards we actually tell the universal laws that our own thinking and power is limited. Changing your views of how you would like to be to how you want to be will have a huge effect on not only you but your family too. Smiling is infectious but so is negative feelings and your body will absorb everything around you. The need to STOP! and drop the old overcoat of repeating old behaviours. Allow you to shine through, I know you fear this and that is why we send the help of Arch Angel Uriel to your side. Remember this Angel although his energy is soft and gentle he can be quite like a hurricane when summoned to remove old behaviours he won't hold back. But know this when this tsunami of feeling inadequate emotion passes you will not only feel good you will be a beacon of light that will be infectious to everyone you meet not only your family. You will see the light at the end of the tunnel but the fact is you need to get out of your own way and let LIFE do for you. With the knowledge that you are safe and fully protected from everything that is negative. Your Angels only see you through eyes of love. Allow yourself to embrace your life with the eyes and expectancy of a child. With Wonder. You can do this and as you do you will then and only then see CHANGE!
Let them do what you cannot do for yourself hand it completely over to them. As the title of this blog is Nothing is as it seems.......You will see this for yourself.
Let Go , and Let them do the work.
Blessings of Light
Fiona x

Change's Ahead For You

Dear Suzanne
I know your not expecting this and that is probably why I am writing for you right now. I have two people here in Spirit with me that want you to smile. Sometimes you take the burdens of others and wear them like old smelly socks that once they are on you find it hard to remove them.
Well Anne wants you to let go and let them do the removing as they have been watching you struggle with other peoples behaviours and attitudes. No more I hear no more! You may not know this Suzanne but it can sometimes be that at the hardest times in our lives the light that surrounds you shines even brighter than ever before. Your not depressed pet you simply allowed your heart filled energy to be filled with someone else's anxiety and stress and because you have such an open Aura you feel it as yours just like those smelly socks its time to let go of the old and bring in the new.
She says to not be on the phone so much it fills your brightness with too much static and leaves you feeling flat. Be mindful as sometimes "friends" who we think are there for us can let us down it isn't their fault as they are consumed by "drama" and all that it entails. They do love you so and you are admired for your strength of character that you give so much and yet you expect so little.
Time for change ....Time for you to receive with an open heart and mind changes have been subtle yet they are happening right now as I type this message. New beginnings fresh starts and a smoother road ahead for you. But you must remove and step away from the drama.  Dreams can become reality when we move our ego's out of the way and not fear whatever is to come. Make your wishes my friend make them BIG ...As something you want is on its way. I am so excited for you right now and its their way of showing me how they too are ecstatic about the changes to come for you.
You are Special and yes you will and always will be a Little girl in their eyes
Love and Light pet I do hope your smiling as we are smiling for you.
Fiona X

Hello my Treasure

Dear Amy
Many thanks for your lovely email and the beautiful photo you sent too. It's never easy loosing a loved one, especially someone who's energy is so vibrant and loving as your grand mother.
She is fine and well in Spirit although her energy seems to be spent watching you and everyone else doing there thing. She shows me the day Wednesday and the time ten o clock. Showing me the clock in her kitchen that was stopped a couple of days before she actually passed someone had a dream about her and her own grandmother too, there are three spirit people here right now and the names that I hear are Margaret, Theresa, and Marie I am sensing a very sudden passing with two of these ladies the heart area was quite ill  although the other lady was diagnosed with cancer I feel she was diagnosed far to late. There for no matter what the treatment was the outcome was to be the same. I also sense that she knew it was cancer and was afraid to go to her doctor knowing the very thing she dreaded was to become her real life nightmare. She shows me her throwing her head back laughing with such  joy , although she had no problem being as fierce as a lioness when it came to her family. She is as strong as an ox and has a heart the size of a field . Say hello to Marion is been shouted here. And the big wedding that's to come she will be wearing blue.
You also have been either dodging or side stepping something in your life too, she wants you to grab life and do not be afraid to strive and move forward know that just because your friends are happy doing what they do doesn't mean you have to settle and do the same. You my dear girl have a huge amount of travel to do. Just because you are expanding your horizon's does not mean you will lose your "real" friends.
She is also showing me that someone has a new car and that the padre pio card is to be placed in the dashboard ,even if it doesn't look cool she said it will keep you safe...She smiles such a wide smile Amy. You are so blessed to have such a treasure in the Spirit world to look out for you. You can sense her at night and yes you have woke up and you could smell her too. She would never frighten you although im sensing she loved a good joke and that a friend of hers that prays for her saw her too, the mirror in the bedroom needs a good clean and she shows me clutter im laughing because she was exactly the same herself .
She knows you miss her greatly and that your always asking for her to give you a sign. So here it is in the form of this blog. You my young friend your time is coming to take a huge leap of faith this life change will bring great strength and courage never fear as long as she walks with you. She will hold your hand. She keeps giving you an orange icepop....
She also shows me balloons floating in the sky and three lanterns burning bright, the two Angels placed on her graveside and the mini daffodils that are there also. She says "forget me not" for she will never forget you. Do you have her watch? But you don't wear it? If so put it on.
Sending you the biggest squeeze from Spirit straight to you my lovey.
Love and Blessings
Fiona X

The Journey Just Begins

Dear Friends
Throughout our lives we will experience sadness heartache and loss, It is through these very things that we grow and learn more not only about life but of ourselves as human beings. Realising that we are human and that we have a lend of the over coats we call our bodies. Not everyone has sat with death and watched as the Soul departed from its human shell. This earthly world in which we live is so simple yet we can make it as hard as stone for ourselves. Know that yes it is the most horrendous thing to watch a loved one be in so much pain but as you watch with your heart you will see the face softens and the mouth smiles. They see everyone and everything around them. And fear plays no part as Angels take over and envelop the soul with the love and wisdom of sheer relief. Allowing loved ones that have made the journey already to gather close showing themselves to their loved one who is ready to take the beautiful step into a whole new world of love and no pain. Standing with each person is their Angel comforting their hearts as they say there final earthly goodbye. We may feel heavy hearted and like our very heart is broken, but the celebrations in Spirit have already begun. As this beautiful soul has walked their path and blueprint for this life and ready to be alive once more. Free as the dove flies high they see their loved ones watching them leave and yet they do not cry for they know that they are loved and bring healing in their wake. To celebrate a persons life is to help there soul on its journey. Like a million rainbows shining the gentle touch of Spirit says that This Is Not Goodbye. As the feeling in the room softens relief and sadness flow allow yourself to ponder at how beautiful and wise the soul is. Knowing that the last breath is the beginning of a whole new life. Know that Spirit watch closely and hold you in their arms for they will never let you fall. Watch as the feathers appear, the butterfly, a beam of sunshine through the curtains shines. They are watching and supporting each and everyone. So if at some point on your life's journey you have the amazing honour to be present for a souls passing know this, we are never alone and you have been chosen by this wise soul to experience the celebration of their life. You are cherished and remember to watch as Angels soften the tone and hold you close. It is a special beholding to be present and know you have already made these plans long before you came.
Love and Blessings
Fiona X

For My Friend

I was sitting with the Angels they say they hold you close, as you sit beside your dad not wanting to let go. Know that they are with you Friend
Know that they are here, To hold your hand as angels pass so you may never fear
They hold him so securely if you could only see, Archangel Michael to his left and Gabriel to his right. They know you feel from a heavy heart as you watch him fall away know that there's a celebration just waiting when he decides not to stay. For they are breaking out the Brandy to celebrate anew. In the knowledge that he has led his life and still will only through you.
The eyes they may be tired the legs heavy and sore let the Angels hold you when he is ready to soar. As the heavens they are waiting a life well lived he would do it all over again. For each and every one of you he knows that you are there. As you sit and watch your hero fading even more don't be afraid to say the words "its okay open the door" Know the Angels surround you they also feel your pain as they quietly place there gentle hand saying "you know you'll meet again" for the Heavens need a hero to help with up above. They know he is your father a man that has  great strength , for they only take the best. Hold tight to love my friend for family is near not only on the earthly side. For Heaven is so near. I asked my Silver Lady  "can you help me" she nodded her eyes quite clear, Please hold tight to my friend until I can be right there. I will stand beside you, you  will never be alone. I will always be right by your side, even on the phone. For as I shed a tear it is not for your dad as I know that he is safe and sound. For my Silver Lady is standing beside you I know because I see ,the beautiful light all around you my friend that light is from me. Know I love you always, I know that you are strong. Cherish every moment never let a moment pass to let those you love know it and share this love with grace. A song that they are singing those yellow ribbons are bright know my Silver Lady is with you all this night.
For anyone that reads this please say a silent prayer for my friend who is miles away and I cannot be there.
Love Fiona x

Anna's Story

Here is another small snippet of Anna's Story....

 

As Anna lifted Alfie from the dirty floor tears poured down her little cheeks and she said, “I thought you were my friend Millie. I thought you would help me.”

“Oh lass, please don’t be mad at your old pal. I’m not able and my old bones aren’t what they used to be.”

Huffing, Anna walked out the door. The gripping pain in Millie’s chest had been quite bad the last few days and the shock of what had happened to her best friend hadn’t helped. Slouching back in her chair as a tear rolled down her weathered skin, she closed her eyes taking her last breath and she was gone.

When Bill arrived home later that day, he told Anna they were going for a walk and to dress little Alfie and put her coat on. They seemed to walk for quite some time before they stopped outside some very large gates. Bill told Anna to wait around the corner for him, Anna did as she was instructed and stood behind the wall. She watched as Bill pulled a cardboard box from a rubbish bin on the street and, picking little Alfie up, he placed him in the box, told him to be a good boy, rang the bell of the large gates and walked away.

Bill stood a good distance away, enough to see if someone came to the gates. Anna watched open-mouthed as the gates opened and a lady wearing a white coat came and lifted Alfie into her arms whilst taking a moment to look up and down the street very puzzled to find an abandoned little boy. The gates closed and all that lay on the path was an empty cardboard box. Alfie was gone!

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A Snippet from Anna's Story

“No lass. You’re wrong. There’s something not fitting here.” Mary would have none of Millie’s antics.

“You’re not stirring them bloody tea leaves again, are ye, Millie?”

“Well, I may have had a small gander at them. And what if I have? Eh? I am just looking out for you and, well, I don’t want you to get hurt. He’s a violent man Mary!”

 Going between the mills and the convent she was exhausted by the time she got home, sometimes falling asleep straight away, forgetting to eat sometimes for days.

Lifting the latch on this particular evening, Mary sensed there was someone in the house. Walking into the scullery there stood Larry red faced and swaying.

“Where the feckin' hell were ye woman?” The words he spat at her sent shivers of fear through her body.

Trying to calm him, she slowly walked towards him, smiling nervously, putting her hand on his chest. “Now Larry, I’ve been working. You know, I have to do two shifts sometimes.”

She landed on the flagstone floor, not having seen his fist come and with a thud he had knocked her clean out. Kicking her out of the way, he then walked out of the house.

Millie had been watching from her front window and, seeing him leave; she nipped out the back through the alley and pushed with force to open Mary’s back door where she was lying.

“Oh sweet Jesus. Has he killed you?”

Lifting her friend and pulling her medicine bottle from her overcoat she poured some of the whiskey into Mary’s mouth. With a spurt she came round.

“Oh feck. What happened lass?”

“Oh Millie, it’s nothing really.”

“Nothing my bloody arse! I told you that one is a bad dun. Make no mistake, I’m never far wrong.”

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This Is Not Goodbye

Anna’s story.

This is the story of a little girl who, from the beginning, had no possibility of a nice future, but who had also a gift of seeing spirit and how she was left in an orphanage without anyone to look after her. She was left with no answers on even why she was there. Many people know about the Laundries ,, but to the extent of how young girls were treated in ways that you wouldn’t treat a dog. The beatings and mental torture .That would break the strongest of souls. Well, this is Anna’s version of her whole life and what she had gone through, from watching her mother being taken away to her brothers and sisters never to be seen until many years later. A Heart wrenching story of how she had eventually found love but as her life was going it was to be short lived. A story of how each and every person she had loved had been snapped by the hands of death, taken from her just when things seemed to be going so well. From her life beginning in Ireland and then to the heart of London  this story will hopefully touch the hearts of many people who have experienced any type of loss, love and abandonment in their lives. I need to acknowledge Anna as a beautiful soul and her companions in this story who not only are wonderful spirits but also the best companions I’ve had these last four years. I have gotten to know each and every one of them. Their personalities shine through as their true selves. The characters, their sense of humour and their sheer determination are what kept me typing.

To Anna, Millie Edie, and Ella: thank you from the core of my soul for choosing me to write and tell your souls journey. It has been not only my first time to write, but an experience that I will cherish until the day I step into spirit where we shall toast this book together. Until then, I hope I did you proud. For I am so very proud of you all.

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Being Alone

Today being Sunday I know that there will be many of you waiting to see what the blog says well today is to be a little different. Todays Blog is being true to me and every other single mum out there that reads this. Without the help of our friends even though they may be miles away it is their well wishes and good thoughts that keep me moving forward even though it felt like everything was falling apart in the last week I got very sick I had been feeling quite run down for a while now but it seems my body as well as my emotions decided to floor me. I then got a complete viral infection in my sinus area and just to top it off I also got a good wallop of Vertigo, Now anyone who has experienced Vertigo will probably read this and shiver with the very thought. I myself felt the very same fear. It is when your body isn't moving but the whole world is and nothing you can do will make it stop. I was here on my own with my two children and the worst of thoughts began to creep in. What if I collapse? what would happen to my children? was I dying? I do not jest when I write this as these feelings are very real and the knowledge that there was nobody else there was even more frightening.
As a single mum life has its ups and downs and mostly we are too busy with life running around making sure everything gets done .Then the question comes what about us? In the greater scheme of life and all its miracles and faults what about the mother? The last week has floored me in many ways and yet it has also taught me many lessons. Now it is time to start a new, a fresh start a new beginning How??? I do not know about the How, but I do know that the Universe always has a plan why because I am one of life's Wanderer's .The simple truth is that we are "alone" .
I have had so much time lying here in my bed as I cannot get out of it yet! to ponder and contemplate life and how the people we would have said where true solid people in our lives let us down. The ones whom we truly loved just don't care. Thing is it's a real fact of life when people have taken your last morsel of energy they will walk away never thinking that you may really need them.
You see not everyone has a family that even likes each other never mind love each other. There are families out there that have absolutely no emotional attachment to there supposedly loved ones this isn't their fault as they where taught to just get on with it, by their teachers, unfortunately its wrong.
A lovely man who is now in the Spirit world always said to me "Fiona ,people that mind don't matter ,and the people that matter don't mind" well his words rang through my very soul an it saddened me. And yes I did cry and I allowed myself to be floored. I decided not to try and fight life and just let it happen. As it happened the more I was shown. And these words came to me last night and as much as I wanted to write I couldn't even face opening the laptop the light in my face even hurt. But today I needed to share this even if it helps one person and may even save a life read on my friends as I have also learned to ask for help.!!!!
Does the path you travel lead to your dreams?
Actually, Do you even know?
Not all who are wanderer's are even lost.
I have the soul of a wanderer
forever "seeking" its a path that I have apparently always chosen.
But never because I feel "lost"
But because I know in my core there is always something ahead that can be absolutely amazing good or bad, It is a good thing to know this....
For I wander now without fear, as I have made friends with it,i have overcome much with and without regrets....
For I have learned that every time has it's Season and life begins again.
There is no "REAL" path for we each choose our own. Some lead to lessons needed to be learned .
Our pathways are not always clear some are fraught with huge obstacles,wrong turns, difficulties. Some are not followed to their completion were the end of the lessons lie .And it IS possible to feel lost and very much alone.
The Great Universe is not always a gentle teacher....I say this because Everybody is given a Gift, The greater the gift the higher the calling. If your path is more difficult, it is because of your higher calling.
Know that someone loves you someone believes in you and you are precious in every way. The answers we seek lie within ourselves it can be scary an frightening at times but when you sit down with your fears and offer them some quiet time you may be quietly surprised that amidst the anxiety and loneliness sits a beautiful life waiting to be lived.
May you find love and may you find someone to hold your hand through the good times and bad.
Love and Blessings my Friends
Fiona xxxx