Dearest Marion
Time and essence seem to be creating a huge sense of relief for you and your family I was sitting here at my kitchen table thinking who was this male in Spirit that was quite frank that I look at my emails and true as I sit here there was your name and when I looked at it the male and two others in Spirit were smiling brightly giving me the thumbs up. Firstly I would like to acknowledge someone's birthday that was quite recent, he shows me he was standing watching two children eagerly waiting to cut a cake so they could tuck in this makes him smile even now as I type his eyes even smile. He does not want to focus on his passing but more on how you are getting on lately.
Have you got a pair of his shoes in the wardrobe as he keeps showing me some type of closet that some of his things were kept. Especially for a younger female who hasn't wanted to deal with his passing it feels like if someone gets rid of something belonging to him that they will forget, bless her heart but he knows that none of you would ever forget him. He makes me feel very poorly indeed and the lady with him keeps pointing to her head. She is the one that came for him her name is May or Mary she is very strong indeed. I see that there was some type of curbing put around a graveside and the big heart in the centre from grandchildren too. Although he likes them he would rather see you treat yourself to something nice. He knows you don't do the extravagant in life but I sense he wants you for once in your life to have a big splurge .....
"Go on that cruise Marrie" he's calling you this. He wants you to know that he has seen it and it is beautiful. There will be two other females talking about going also a bit like a family/ sister getaway but this will be of hug significance in your future as he loves to look at the lovely blue ocean. He to will be there don't be worrying the house will still be standing when you get home ....
Get up nd make your dream happen Marrie. Let spirit do what is needed they want to help you. I see two watches not sure if you had a matching pair or they were his. But he wants me to tell you that "you are still the only one for him" The love that is being poured into each of these words being typed is like a tsunami of emotion from a man who says "i owe it all to her" you always gave him that much needed push forward and you were there always. He now in turn is there with you as you sit in your kitchen reading this blog he is hugging you ,so you may feel slightly cold even though the heating is full blast.
The fact is Marion love doesn't die, he says hes met so many loved ones and aggie or peggy is there too. She minded him like a piece of gold when he was a child. He is full of smiles and happy please he says tell her to be happy and he loves when all the kids are there. May you find peace in the knowledge that he is always around. A wedding album is being shown here also.And Jim.
Sleep doesn't come easy to you so he tries to help you with that. He said you can be quite stubborn when you want. :-)
May all the love and blessings always surround you and those you love Godbless.
Fiona X
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