Feeling Lost

Dear EileenH
It wasn't your message that caught my attention it was the picture of my favourite male saint Padre Pio and as I sat and read your message I saw the mit that belongs to him being placed on the face and under the lower back of a young girl.  I need to prewarn you that what they say here may not be what you expect. Your daughter is being held in a Healing light that I have only ever seen around terminally ill people its literally consuming her very cells in her body.This light is also being placed around you.  Her legs right to the top of her head is surrounded I see two different hospitals with her but there will be a lot of change and I feel she does hold a lot of remorse for what she attempted to do. Her Angel saved her life! She was meant to live. Although this Healing could possibly take years or the rest of her life to get to grips with. She is being looked after by the best of doctors. My attention is being drawn towards a little child is this her son? How you feel the pressure of everything and life crumbling beneath you. You are loved Eileen the eternal truth is there is no pain in the afterlife. The troubled mind your daughter experienced has been lifted. Although the body may not work properly she will find balance but I do feel that somehow she has a troubled soul and couldn't cope with the reality and heavy emotions  of this life. I feel she wanted to just stop existing. This is probably the hardest most emotional blog I feel I have done as I channel these words I feel this is her guide that speaks through me.
This is most unusual as it is normally Spirit or the Angels that take the lead. Her soul is still very weak but her heart is strong. She will recover. But I sense life still has lessons and we all know that when we try to damage our bodies or our lives we damage the blue print of the soul. So there is two different type of recoveries happening here at the same time. It will indeed take time and she will smile again from her heart she will smile. So try not to fret. Your prayers are heard and they are being answered yet you do not pray for yourself.Why??? Aren't you just as important? Spirit never mince their words You Eileen have also had your complete share of sickness and ill health heavy heart and yet you forget to send a prayer for yourself to the big lads above. You are worth it!. The Angels support your whole immune system right now. Your own body has been also in turmoil. You feel like your family has been jinxed in some way. Please Eileen you are not responsible for how your daughter feels or thinks. She had a good helping hand from a male to do that for her and I sense that her granddad is here because he would punch that lads lights out if he was still alive.
He is very protective the name paddy, and james keeps coming at me and that Maureen/Maura is there too. They surround your own body with this Healing light and say you have been to ell and back yet you are still here regardless of what doctors may say you my good woman are as strong as an ox and you will be supported in everything including the prayers you say. But you must promise to give the first one to yourself as you are worth it. They love you. They watched you battle every single day. And the are proud to stand with you and give you a type of release.
They are very strong around you Eileen and you will know as they say you get a weird smell when they are close by. Know you are not on your own ever. They watch over you all and they assist the doctors with you too.
Please remember your prayers are always heard.
May you find comfort in your heart that all is being taken care of and you are encompassed withing a beautiful bubble of indigo light.
Godbless you Eileen
Fiona xxxx